Nelson Riddle - “Lolita Ya Ya”
once more…
Bday…
Plans for the Birthday day:
1.wake up late- check
2. eat a lot of candy -check
3. getting drunk
4. getting laid
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I wish
EVERY f@(%ING TIME!
Dear GUYS
there is a scene in the movie “what women want” where Lola AKA Marisa Tomei is in the verge of a meltdown after confronting Nick AKA Mel Gibson after having sex and never calling her… pretty much sums it all up…
[inner thoughts]
Lola: Say you’re gay, then I’m not nuts, not undesirable, not rejected by another guy, just say it, say you’re gay, ADMIT IT!
So I am a pretty smart, pretty cute, well educated , beautiful, “head turning when walking by”, young woman and STILL feeling like shit when a guy rejects me, even if he is short, ugly, stupid, undesirable, or someone I didn’t consider as boyfriend material but made the fault of sleeping with him, always for the wrong reasons…
I may sound utterly naive and shallow but STILL deep down inside I feel like a fragile 5 year old every time I get rejected.
FUCK IT , sex is compicated, relationships are complicated, be honest and don’t fuck with our feelings too…
(via napdreams)



